Hurt
Embracing Shadows: A Soul's Journey Through Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
I hurt myself today
I engage in self-harm today
To see if I still feel
To test if I can still experience sensation
I focus on the pain
I concentrate on the emotional suffering
The only thing that's real
Emphasizing that pain is the only tangible reality
The needle tears a hole
A needle punctures, causing a familiar pain
The old familiar sting
The stinging sensation is well-known and habitual
Try to kill it all away
I attempt to numb or eliminate everything
But I remember everything
Despite efforts, I retain vivid memories
What have I become
Reflection on a personal transformation
My sweetest friend
Addressing a significant other as a close companion
Everyone I know
Expressing the departure of everyone known
Goes away in the end
Highlighting the inevitability of separation
And you could have it all
Offering everything, represented as an empire of decay
My empire of dirt
The decayed empire symbolizes personal failure
I will let you down
Expressing the intention to disappoint or fail
I will make you hurt
Committing to causing emotional pain
I wear this crown of shit
Acknowledging a burden or heavy responsibility
Upon my liars chair
Sitting in a position of deceit and falsehood
Full of broken thoughts
Mind filled with irreparable shattered thoughts
I cannot repair
Unable to mend or fix the broken thoughts
Beneath the stains of time
Under the influence of the passage of time
The feelings disappear
Emotions gradually fading away
You are someone else
Identity transforming into someone unfamiliar
I am still right here
Despite changes, a sense of continuity remains
What have I become
Reiteration of personal transformation
My sweetest friend
Referring to a significant other as a close companion
Everyone I know
Reiterating the theme of departure and loss
Goes away in the end
Emphasizing the inevitability of separation
And you could have it all
Offering everything, symbolized as an empire in decay
My empire of dirt
The crumbling empire as a representation of personal failure
I will let you down
Expressing the intention to disappoint or fail
I will make you hurt
Committing to causing emotional pain
If I could start again
A desire for a fresh start or renewal
A million miles away
Signifying a great distance from the current state
I will keep myself
Determined to preserve one's own existence
I would find a way
Expressing a commitment to finding a solution
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