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Blame.......
Expressing a sense of responsibility or guilt, possibly for personal struggles.
Think I'm tired from laying in bed
Feeling exhausted from spending time in bed.
But I've been trying to find a reason to get up and feel motivated
Struggling to find a reason to get up and stay motivated.
Eat clean, try to drink less
Attempting to adopt a healthier lifestyle by eating clean and reducing alcohol consumption.
Does the guy starting back at me realise that he's over-rated?
Questioning self-worth and realizing a need for self-reflection.
I don't think that the word is depressed
Denying being depressed but acknowledging a need for chemical balance.
But there's definitely something that needs a little chemical rebalancing
Recognizing an imbalance that requires correction.
Should consider my vascular health
Acknowledging the importance of vascular health.
Cause the tempo's under threat by an ever flowing stream of caffeine
Concerned about the impact of caffeine on the tempo of life.
Need a little sabbatical from myself
Expressing a desire for a break from oneself, possibly through self-reflection or rejuvenation.
Is there instructions for a factory reset?
Seeking a way to reset and start anew.
So sick and tired of the weak days
Frustration with days perceived as weak or unproductive.
Tried to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Taking responsibility for personal failures and lack of progress.
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
Comparing life to an algorithm of laziness, emphasizing a repetitive and unproductive pattern.
I'm avoiding the problem
Avoidance of confronting and solving problems.
I've only myself to blame
Self-blame for avoiding problems and not addressing them directly.
Then there's a little procrastination
Acknowledging a tendency to procrastinate.
I've been filling in the time with just a series of empty spaces
Filling time with unproductive activities, leaving empty spaces in life.
Want to sleep through the war in my chest, in my head
Desiring escape from internal conflicts and stress.
Can I file it away with all the other lost cases?
Questioning the possibility of overcoming challenges and filing them away as lost cases.
I've been dealing the dope to myself
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, metaphorically dealing "dope" to oneself.
I'm a victim of a crime in the books that I've never read
Feeling victimized by one's own actions or choices.
Can I rise to the heights that I set as a cocky seventeen year old
Reflecting on past ambitions and questioning the ability to achieve them.
And save us all before it's too late?
Expressing a desire to make positive changes and save oneself from a negative outcome.
Say it's never too late
Believing it's never too late to make positive changes.
Make integrity wait
Delaying actions that align with personal integrity.
So sick and tired of the weak days
Reiterating frustration with unproductive days.
I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Taking responsibility for the failure to turn a corner and make positive changes.
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
Comparing life to an algorithm of laziness, emphasizing a repetitive and unproductive pattern (repeated theme).
I'm avoiding the problem
Avoidance of confronting and solving problems (repeated theme).
I've only myself to blame
Self-blame for avoiding problems and not addressing them directly (repeated theme).
So sick and tired of the weak days
Frustration with days perceived as weak or unproductive (repeated theme).
I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Taking responsibility for personal failures and lack of progress (repeated theme).
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
Comparing life to an algorithm of laziness, emphasizing a repetitive and unproductive pattern (repeated theme).
I'm avoiding the problem
Avoidance of confronting and solving problems (repeated theme).
But I've only myself to blame
Self-blame for avoiding problems and not addressing them directly (repeated theme).
I'm below low
Expressing a state of feeling extremely low and below normal.
Let it go, let it go, let it go.
Encouraging oneself to let go of negative emotions or situations.
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