Lyrics
Invite me over to show me the basics
Expression of being invited to learn fundamental things.
I'm a waste
Self-perceived worthlessness or feeling of being unproductive.
Let's face it
An acknowledgment and acceptance of a challenging reality.
Grind me to my seat
Metaphorically being pressed down or overwhelmed.
Remind me to not eat
A reminder to abstain from eating, possibly related to distress.
My body will dry heave
Description of physical reaction, like dry heaving, to induce insomnia.
To make sure I never sleep
Sacrificing sleep as a means to avoid something or stay vigilant.
Have you some energy
Request for something invigorating, perhaps to combat numbness.
So you're numb to all touch
Desire to be emotionally detached or desensitized.
Fucked up
Acknowledging personal struggles or imperfections.
Don't suck
An urging not to fail or perform poorly.
At least till pills fill you up
Suggesting reliance on pills to cope or fill an emotional void.
My body is burning through every layer of sheet
Intense physical reaction, possibly reflecting internal turmoil.
Through every layer of sheet
Reiteration of the previous line, emphasizing the severity.
A stranger in my home this is no longer me
Feeling alienated within one's own home, a sense of identity loss.
I break my skin so you don't know when I leave
Self-harm as a method to hide emotional pain or departure.
Euphoria is the last woman I'll let hit me
Choosing not to let happiness or pleasure negatively impact.
I'll take her hand
Acceptance of euphoria, possibly a metaphor for escapism.
Let her kiss my cheek
Welcoming a fleeting positive experience, a momentary escape.
I'm leaving cuz I don't wanna burden you with me
Choosing to leave to avoid burdening others with personal struggles.
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