Lyrics
I'm kind of a mess these days
I am currently facing difficulties and challenges in my life.
Can't really feel much these days
I am emotionally numb or detached at the moment.
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
I've been through a tough time before, but I discovered that things can improve.
Making the same mistakes
I continue to repeat the same errors or misjudgments.
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
I'm reluctant to change from my usual patterns of behavior.
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
Although I know how to improve my situation, I lack the motivation to do so.
I've been having dreams of losing teeth for many years they last for weeks
I've been experiencing recurring dreams of losing teeth, possibly indicating dissatisfaction.
Doctors say it stands for lack of satisfaction
Medical professionals suggest that these dreams may be linked to a lack of fulfillment.
I'm driving on the rumble strips, I'm barely in my lane
I am driving erratically, possibly symbolizing a lack of control in my life.
My heads so heavy from this twenty hour drive back home
The exhaustion from a long drive reflects the weight on my mind.
I'm kind of a mess these days
Reiteration of the ongoing emotional struggles.
Can't really feel much these days
Continued emotional numbness or detachment.
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
A reminder that improvement is possible based on past experiences.
Making the same mistakes
Acknowledging the repetition of mistakes.
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
Resistance to change and persisting in old habits.
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
Expressing frustration at the lack of motivation for positive change.
Heavy minded
Feeling burdened or overwhelmed by thoughts and emotions.
I've been drinking my thoughts away
Using alcohol as a coping mechanism to avoid facing thoughts and emotions.
To stay up awake, stay up late, sleep all day
Trying to stay awake and avoid sleep, perhaps to escape inner turmoil.
It's my mistake to be here
Acknowledging a mistake in the current situation.
I probably shouldn't be here alone
Admitting it may not be wise to face challenges alone.
I'm kind of a mess these days
Reiteration of the ongoing emotional struggles.
Can't really feel much these days
Continued emotional numbness or detachment.
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
A reminder that improvement is possible based on past experiences.
Making the same mistakes
Acknowledging the repetition of mistakes.
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
Resistance to change and persisting in old habits.
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
Expressing frustration at the lack of motivation for positive change.
How come it's always me that's gotta be the asshole?
Questioning why I always end up being perceived as the antagonist.
My perfect role
Reflecting on the role of being the unsympathetic character.
The apathetic villain
Acknowledging a tendency to adopt the role of an indifferent villain.
I always play the villain
Admitting to consistently playing the role of the antagonist.
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