Losing It
Navigating Shadows: Ollia Can't Swim's Dive into Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I just wanted to feel something for once
I desired to experience genuine emotions for a change
Like I haven't done in months
Similar to what I haven't felt in months
Cuz my bones are growing cold
Because my inner self is becoming emotionally distant
With the lack of motivation I used to hold
Due to the loss of the drive I used to possess
The best of me turned down the light
The best part of myself dimmed the light
Illuminate what's hard to hide
Reveal what is difficult to conceal
Tied between what feels right and what gives you all peace of mind
Torn between what feels right and what brings inner peace
Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
We are on the brink of a disaster, lacking one crucial element
While the sirens start to sing
As the sirens begin to sing
And the deeper I go
And the deeper I delve into my thoughts
You get
You become distant
Get so far away from me
Drifting far away from me
And I never really wanted
And I never truly desired
For you to follow me to sea
For you to accompany me on this challenging journey
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
Because I still conceal the better part of myself
For who I'm meant to be
For who I am meant to be
I'm trembling on the edge of my seat
I am anxious, teetering on the edge of anticipation
That you'll unzip me in fleeting time
That you will reveal my vulnerabilities in a fleeting moment
See me rot right down to the heart
Witness my decay down to the core
With everyone I idolized
With everyone I admired
I begin to wonder
I start to question
Could I jump this ship discreetly?
Can I discreetly abandon this situation?
And start making you my day to day
And begin prioritizing you in my everyday life
But what I need most is making me fade
But what I need the most is causing me to fade away
Making me fade m m making me fade
Making me fade, repeatedly
Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
We are on the brink of a disaster, lacking one crucial element
While the sirens start to sing
As the sirens begin to sing
And the deeper I go
And the deeper I delve into my thoughts
You get
You become distant
Get so far away from me
Drifting far away from me
And I never really wanted
And I never truly desired
For you to follow me to sea
For you to accompany me on this challenging journey
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
Because I still conceal the better part of myself
For who I'm meant to be
For who I am meant to be
Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
We are on the brink of a disaster, lacking one crucial element
While the sirens start to sing
As the sirens begin to sing
And the deeper I go
And the deeper I delve into my thoughts
You get
You become distant
Get so far away from me
Drifting far away from me
And I never really wanted
And I never truly desired
For you to follow me to sea
For you to accompany me on this challenging journey
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
Because I still conceal the better part of myself
For who I'm meant to be
For who I am meant to be
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