Akrasia
Akrasia: Battling Inner Demons and Fate
Lyrics
I can’t stop feeling down
I am consistently experiencing a sense of sadness or negativity.
It goes away
The feeling of sadness or negativity temporarily subsides.
But always comes right back around
However, it always returns in a cyclic manner.
Nothing’s enough
Nothing I do or have is sufficient to alleviate my feelings.
I try to clear my head
I attempt to clear my mind.
Put these fucked up thoughts to bed
I try to eliminate disturbing thoughts and put them to rest.
But I just can’t see the light
Despite my efforts, I cannot find a positive perspective.
Fuck this fight
Expressing frustration with the ongoing struggle.
Free yourself
An encouragement to break free from one's own negative thoughts or patterns.
From yourself
An emphasis on the need to liberate oneself from internal struggles.
Can’t escape
Feeling trapped and unable to escape from a destined path.
From your fate
The inevitability of one's fate.
In the end
A realization that, in the end, understanding is elusive.
You can’t comprehend
An inability to comprehend the disturbing ascent of personal downfall.
The sickening rise
The unpleasant and nauseating increase in negative circumstances.
Of your demise
The unfolding of one's own destruction.
Not even truth bends
Even truth remains unyielding and unaltered.
Twisted misses
A reference to distorted or misguided connections.
I loved your kisses
Expressing conflicting emotions—love for someone but haunted by them.
But I hate the way you haunt me
The negative impact of the person's memory lingering.
Tormented for eternity
A state of torment lasting forever.
Open your eyes
An urging to see the truth and not be deceived.
see through her disguise
Encouraging insight into someone's true nature.
I didn’t want to descend
Reluctance to sink into a negative state of being.
But I couldn’t stand to lose you
The difficulty of letting go due to the fear of losing someone.
A vile dangerous trend
A dangerous pattern of negative behavior.
Conflict hate without end
An ongoing conflict and hatred with no resolution.
Unable to subdue I had to fight you
A necessary confrontation despite the desire to avoid it.
The bitter severance
The painful act of separating from someone.
Trapped in this labyrinth
Feeling trapped in a complex and confusing situation.
Misplaced aggressions
Expressions of anger or frustration misplaced in various ways.
It’s time for confessions
A call for honesty and disclosure of hidden truths.
The fatal consequence
The inevitable and severe outcome of apathy or indifference.
Of your indifference
The consequence of not caring about the situation.
Fuck this fight
Reiteration of frustration with the ongoing struggle.
Free yourself
A repetition of the need to break free from internal struggles.
From yourself
Emphasizing the importance of self-liberation.
Can’t escape
Feeling unable to escape from a predetermined destiny.
From your fate
Reiteration of the inescapable nature of one's fate.
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