NERVOUS POS
Breaking Chains of Self-Doubt: NERVOUS POS Unveiled
Lyrics
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
The singer doesn't want to feel anxious or insecure.
Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it
Despite trying to appear confident, they struggle to convince themselves of their coolness.
All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks
Constantly doubting themselves feels overwhelming, akin to a heavy burden.
That weigh far too much and crush my confidence
The weight of self-doubt is immense and damaging to their self-assurance.
Thought it was getting bad
The situation they're facing is worsening.
Tube in my brains airing rain showing reruns
Their thoughts feel chaotic and repetitive, like an endless loop.
Ok, I think you're more than sad
Acknowledging someone's emotional state as more than just sadness.
Take a vitamin d pill to get sun
Using a vitamin D pill as an attempt to improve mood and simulate sun exposure.
Then refill my prescription
Refilling a prescription, possibly related to mental health medication.
Am I lame enough?
Questioning if their actions or state of mind are inadequate.
Cause I'm all fucked up
Feeling emotionally distressed and overwhelmed.
Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me
Overanalyzing situations and feeling responsible for everything.
What difference does it make
Questioning the significance of their decisions or actions.
If I stayed here today
Considering staying in the current state or situation.
I get anxious when I think about it
Experiencing anxiety when thinking about the future or making decisions.
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Reiterating the desire to avoid feeling anxious or insecure.
Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it
Similar to line 2, struggling with self-confidence despite the desire to feel cool.
All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks
Continued doubts and second-guessing impacting self-esteem heavily.
That weigh far too much and crush my confidence
Reemphasizing the weight of self-doubt on confidence.
I call my mom again
Contacting someone close (mom) who shares similar struggles.
She's going through all the same shit, I feel bad
Feeling guilty or empathetic for the shared difficulties.
I have a cigarette
Turning to smoking, possibly as a coping mechanism.
I wanna throw up and stay in the basement
Expressing a desire to withdraw and avoid facing challenges.
I don't see myself changing
Feeling stuck in their current state without seeing the possibility of change.
Am I lame enough?
Reiterating the uncertainty of their adequacy or worthiness.
Cause I'm all fucked up
Continuing to express emotional distress and feeling overwhelmed.
Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me
Feeling responsible for everything and overanalyzing situations.
What difference does it make
Questioning the impact of their decisions or actions.
If I stayed here today
Considering staying in the current state or situation.
I get anxious when I think about it
Experiencing anxiety when contemplating the future or making decisions.
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Reiterating the desire to avoid feeling anxious or insecure.
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Repetition emphasizing the avoidance of feeling anxious or insecure.
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Final emphasis on not wanting to feel anxious or insecure.
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