Lyrics
I used to blame the world for all my suffering and pain
I used to attribute my suffering and pain to the world.
An ego so inflated, I lost the lines between the lanes
My ego was excessively high, blurring the boundaries of proper behavior.
My eternal quest was to pacify myself
I constantly sought inner peace and contentment.
I dove in headfirst to problems
I impulsively confronted problems without hesitation.
My heart rotted on the shelf
My emotions deteriorated while I neglected my heart.
And then I crashed
I experienced a significant downfall or failure.
I found nothing at the bottom
Despite the crash, there was no valuable discovery at the lowest point.
I want to find a way back into the light
I desire to rediscover positivity and brightness in life.
I've tried so hard to move on but I just feel stuck
Efforts to move forward have been challenging, resulting in a feeling of stagnation.
In a cycle of self-hate, regret, and bad luck
Stuck in a repetitive pattern of self-loathing, remorse, and misfortune.
Do I still sound too selfish or am I making sense?
Questioning if self-expression sounds self-centered or rational.
Tired of feeling so torn, tired of riding the fence
Weary of internal conflict, tired of indecision.
I want to learn to grow and love again
Aspiring to evolve and experience love anew.
Believe me, I look so forward to when
Anticipating a future where self-pride is regained.
I'm proud of who I am
Aiming to reach a point where genuine pride in oneself is achieved.
I want to be proud of who I am
Expressing the desire to feel proud of one's identity.
What's better?
Posing a contemplative question about the preferable outcome.
To fade into the black or to claw your way back?
Reflecting on the choices between fading away or struggling to recover.
I know the answer I just don't care for the sentiment
Acknowledging awareness of the answer but expressing apathy toward the sentiment.
I guess that I'm already on my way
Suggesting that the journey towards change has already begun.
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