Leave My Body
Embracing Midnight Dissonance: Glass Dove's Journey Through Heartbreak
Lyrics
Out of my head again
Feeling overwhelmed or distressed again
Fighting loneliness
Struggling with the feeling of being alone
This midnight dissonance is all I know
Experiencing a discordant or conflicting feeling, perhaps at midnight, which is familiar
On my own
Being on one's own
One more night of this
Enduring another night of a harmful and uncontrollable sense of helplessness
Toxic helplessness
Dealing with a toxic form of helplessness
I've tried my share of pills to get me through losing you
Attempting various medications to cope with the pain of losing a significant other
Done, all that I can do
Having exhausted all efforts to address the situation
Night draws the poison through
The night intensifies the emotional poison within
Leave my body
Seeking relief from the emotional burden by asking to leave the body
Those words I said to you
Previous words spoken to the person continue to exacerbate the emotional pain
Still draw this poison through
Reiterating that past words still affect and worsen the emotional state
When I call you up
Attempting to contact the person
Don't pick up the phone
Advising not to answer the phone, possibly due to a habit
It's just a habit
Recognizing that the action is habitual
And it's nothing that - you don't know
Stating that it's a familiar situation to the other person
Now there’s nothing left
Expressing a sense of emptiness or depletion
Boxes on the steps
Noting physical reminders of the past, possibly indicating attempts to move on
I’ve done all I can do to get me through losing you
Utilizing all available means to cope with the loss
Done, all that I can do
Reiterating the exhaustion of all possible efforts
Night draws the poison through
The night continues to intensify the emotional poison
Leave my body
Repeating the desire to escape the emotional burden by leaving the body
Those words I said to you
Emphasizing that previous words still contribute to the emotional toxicity
Still draw this poison through
Highlighting the ongoing impact of past words on the emotional state
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