So Sorry
Apologies in the Night: Heartstopmiami's Struggle with Love and Addiction
Lyrics
Bad moods, yeah, they really set me off
Expressing sensitivity to bad moods and how they can trigger strong reactions.
I'm so sorry I didn't want to get involved
Apologizing for not wanting to be part of a situation or conflict.
I'm so sorry, I didn't want to piss you off
Expressing regret for unintentionally causing anger or annoyance.
Hit her up? Nah, I hit up the plug
Choosing to contact a drug dealer ("plug") rather than reaching out to someone romantically.
Get the drugs, cause I don't get love
Seeking drugs as a substitute for the love that is perceived as lacking.
When I get the love it's not enough
Not finding satisfaction even when receiving love.
Cause it's not the love that I want
Expressing a desire for a specific type of love that is currently absent.
Pop a perc I feel like Goku, yuh
Referencing taking a Percocet and feeling powerful, like the anime character Goku.
Bitches in my phone, I don't know you, yuh
Not recognizing or being familiar with individuals contacting the speaker.
My lil' pint is the go-to, yuh
Referring to a small quantity of a substance that is a go-to choice.
She want fight, I said no, ooh yuh
Rejecting a potential fight despite someone's desire for it.
I can't even joke, ooh yuh
Feeling unable to joke or be lighthearted about a situation.
Betty mean, and she know, ooh yuh
Describing a person named Betty as mean, and acknowledging her awareness of it.
Crew said they got the dope, ooh yuh
Being informed that the speaker's crew has the drugs available.
And I gotta chief, Halo, ooh yuh
Having to lead and manage responsibilities, possibly a reference to being in control ("chief").
I don't rap I just flow, ooh yuh
Claiming to flow rather than conforming to traditional rap styles.
Miami can't drive, she still go, ooh yuh
Commenting on the challenging driving conditions in Miami.
Got a coat, it don't snow, ooh yuh
Owning a coat despite living in a place without snow.
R.I.P. Yvng Sui, ooh yuh
Paying respects and remembering Yvng Sui, possibly someone who has passed away.
It's so hard to move on
Expressing difficulty in moving on from a situation or emotion.
Trust me, I know, I ain't done
Assuring someone that the speaker understands the challenges and is not finished.
I know you mad, mad
Acknowledging someone's anger or frustration.
I'm so sorry, I'm so
Repeating apologies for unspecified actions or situations.
I'm so sorry, I'm so
-I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
Continuing apologies with an emphasis on not doing something.
I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
-I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
-At all
Reiterating the apology for not doing something at all.
I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
Further emphasizing apologies for not doing something.
I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
-I'm so sorry I didn't, uh
-At all
-She said, "What you want? What you want"
Describing a conversation where someone asks about the speaker's desires.
Tell her what I want, what I want
Stating that the speaker will communicate their wants.
And it's not a lot, not a lot
Clarifying that the speaker's desires are not excessive.
But I can't talk, can't talk
Expressing difficulty in communicating or opening up.
Popping pills, 'till my heart stop
Indicating a reliance on pills until the heart stops, possibly referencing self-destructive behavior.
Drinking hard, 'till my liver stop
Referring to excessive alcohol consumption until the liver stops.
Smoke bon, 'till my brain stop
Continuing to smoke until the brain stops, potentially suggesting a disregard for personal well-being.
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