Lyrics
And I can't go outside any time of day
Expressing a restriction in going outside at any time.
Soon as I'm revived, thoughts take flight
Upon revival, experiencing a surge of thoughts and ideas.
Sometimes I'm dead inside, sometimes I'm out of sight
Emotionally fluctuating between feeling dead inside and being unnoticed.
Knives deeply flawed cut the cord, I was sworn right in
Reference to overcoming challenges, symbolized by cutting the cord and being accepted.
Lives spun around, cradled down in distortion
Lives entangled and affected by distortion or confusion.
Hopeless, useless, worthless
Feeling without hope, purpose, and value.
Hateful, vengeful, numbskull
Experiencing feelings of hatred, revenge, and being foolish.
Somebody out there decided I never should have got born
Suggesting an external judgment that questions the worthiness of existence.
Deciphered the warnings
Understanding and interpreting warnings or signs.
Stopped and found it's a long way down
Realizing the challenges ahead and the difficult journey.
Toll taking, core shaking
Facing difficulties that affect one's core and essence.
Not a day goes by I'm unanaesthetised
Being constantly aware and sensitive, not numb to emotions.
Words I can't command, let alone understand
Struggling with words that are difficult to express or understand.
Novocaine attack, never going back to lawless insane insomniacs
Referring to a sudden and overwhelming numbness, resisting a return to chaotic states.
Special decision heavyweight, let me in, I'll asphyxiate
Desiring entry into a significant decision or situation, even if it leads to suffocation.
Impossible universe in my way, these are the blues I can't escape
Encountering challenges represented as an impossible universe, facing inescapable difficulties.
Kucklehead, one unlucky drop and I can make the noises stop
Labeling oneself as a knucklehead, with the power to silence internal noises with an unlucky event.
And I don't condone this, any answer I'll deny
Rejecting responsibility for certain actions, denying any clear answers.
Time when we're allowed to say goodbye
Reflecting on the time allowed for farewells.
Though you were seldom true, sometimes you fell too hard
Acknowledging occasional untruths and the pain of falling too hard.
Irreversible change in circumstances, keep my perspective all I can
Adapting to irreversible changes and maintaining perspective in challenging circumstances.
This is enough it's serious, wake up the stark interiors
Recognizing the seriousness of the situation and the need for awakening.
Unorthodox end to self-restraint, tell myself mental blocks they ain't Knucklehead, keep your heart
Choosing an unconventional end to self-restraint, acknowledging mental blocks, and urging to keep the heart intact.
Intact, secretive mad amnesiac
Emphasizing the importance of preserving one's heart while dealing with secrecy, madness, and amnesia.
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