I'm fine
Navigating Shadows: itzjusmojo's Emotional Journey in 'I'm Fine'
Lyrics
I feel like I'm fucking up
I perceive that I'm making mistakes
I
Self-reflection or emphasis on the individual
Feel like I'm not enough
I feel inadequate or insufficient
Why
Raising a question about dissatisfaction
Am I not satisfied with my life
Questioning why life isn't fulfilling
And when you ask I'm a tell you I'm fine
Despite internal struggles, outwardly claiming everything is fine
I feel like I'm fucking up
Reiteration of feeling like making mistakes
I
Reiteration of self-perceived inadequacy
Feel like I'm not enough
Reiteration of feeling not good enough
Why
Repeating the question about life satisfaction
Am I not satisfied with my life
Repeating the outward claim of being fine despite inner struggles
And when you ask I'm a tell you I'm fine
Continuation of maintaining a facade when asked
Yea cause that's what I say every time
Explaining the repeated response as a habitual reaction
I can't lie I'm alive but I'm dead inside
Admitting to being alive but emotionally numb
Letting you in my life led to my demise
Blaming opening up to others for personal downfall
Feeling low yea and that's why I'm getting high
Using substances to cope with emotional pain
I don't want to be the one who bleeding
Expressing a fear of being vulnerable and hurt
Keep me company you're always leaving
Noticing a pattern of others leaving
Left so suddenly I'm wondering
Reflecting on abrupt departures and feeling abandoned
If I did something to bother you
Questioning personal responsibility for the distance
Bottles and bottles I still haven't forgotten you
Referencing unresolved emotions associated with someone
I've been trying to recharge my heart but it's out of juice
Struggling to revitalize a weary heart
Fed me sweet lies and then you showed me the sour truth
Recalling deception followed by a harsh reality
Only broke me because I gave you the power to
Acknowledging personal contribution to emotional pain
Yea because I could end it all right now
Contemplating the possibility of ending everything
Just by taking a lot of the Tylenol right now
Alluding to the potential use of medication for self-harm
You would think that I would've forgotten it all by now
Expressing surprise at the persistence of painful memories
Yea don't tell me that you care you would've called by now
Cynicism towards expressions of care without corresponding actions
I feel like I'm fucking up
Reiteration of self-perceived mistakes
I
Reiteration of feeling inadequate
Feel like I'm not enough
Reiteration of feeling not good enough
Why
Repeating the question about life satisfaction
Am I not satisfied with my life
Repeating the outward claim of being fine despite inner struggles
And when you ask I'm a tell you I'm fine
Continuation of maintaining a facade when asked
I feel like I'm fucking up
Reiteration of feeling like making mistakes
I
Reiteration of self-perceived inadequacy
Feel like I'm not enough
Reiteration of feeling not good enough
Why
Repeating the question about life satisfaction
Am I not satisfied with my life
Repeating the outward claim of being fine despite inner struggles
And when you ask I'm a tell you I'm fine
Continuation of maintaining a facade when asked
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