Note to Self
Navigating Life's Shadows: Weed Dealer's Note to Self
Lyrics
People love their vices
People find comfort in their indulgences and habits.
It’s so easy to just disconnect
It's effortless to detach oneself from reality.
Just don’t turn around and confront someone
Avoid facing and addressing conflicts directly.
Keep your thoughts to yourself and eject
Keep your thoughts private and withdraw from situations.
So why try fix me, when death can take me swiftly
Questioning the effort to change when death could come quickly.
I’ll read your thoughts and prayers when there is nothing left
Expressions of sympathy will only matter when everything is lost.
Stayed in bed past twelve again
Oversleeping past noon, indicating a struggle or lethargy.
Your eyes lost their spark
Someone has lost the spark or enthusiasm in their eyes.
Now your friends feel weird around you cause your humor’s gotten dark
Dark humor has made friends uncomfortable around the person.
There’s no stopping you when you’ve had a few
Unstoppable behavior, possibly related to alcohol consumption.
Who the hell am I even to judge?
Questioning one's authority or right to pass judgment.
I get high every day to keep feelings at bay
Using substances regularly to suppress emotions.
It’s okay, till the day that it's not
Acceptance that the current coping mechanism is temporary.
So, why try fix me when death can take me swiftly?
Reiteration of the futility of trying to change when death is imminent.
I’ll read your thoughts and prayers when there is nothing left
Expressions of sympathy will only matter when everything is lost (repeated).
Life is tricky
Life is challenging and can lead to setbacks.
Enough to keep you slipping
The difficulties of life can cause one to lose their footing.
I’ll see you on the other side of realized regret
Anticipation of encountering regret after realizing mistakes.
So, why try fix me when death can take me swiftly?
Reiteration of the futility of trying to change when death is imminent (repeated).
I’ll read your thoughts and prayers when there is nothing left
Expressions of sympathy will only matter when everything is lost (repeated).
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