afraid to die
Navigating Fear and Emotional Turmoil: 'Afraid to Die' by Jacob Whitesides
Lyrics
I don't think that i wanna die
I am not inclined towards wanting to die.
I think i'm just scared to be alive
I feel fear about being alive.
In that moment i realize
In a specific moment, I come to understand.
I'm terrified
I am overwhelmed with fear.
I don't think that i wanna die
Reiterating the lack of desire to die.
But it's been so long since i've cried
However, it has been a significant time since I last cried.
And all my feelings have moved to my mind
All my emotions have shifted to my thoughts.
And they've capsized
They have turned upside down, causing distress.
Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me
Observing how emotions engulf me from head to toe.
They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me
They travel through my veins, altering my speech and actions.
Have i become my sadness
Questioning if I have become synonymous with my sadness.
Has it become my truth
Wondering if sadness has become my ultimate truth.
When you become your sadness
Reflecting on the transformation into one's own sadness.
What do you do
Contemplating the actions to take in such a state.
I say that i'm doing fine
Despite struggles, I claim to be fine.
And there's some truth behind the lie
There is some truth in my assertion, but it involves a lie.
I think the feelings too hard to define
Finding it challenging to define the intense feelings.
So i'm terrified
Reiterating the overwhelming fear.
Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me
Revisiting the imagery of emotions engulfing me.
They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me
Emotions influencing my actions and expressions.
Have i become my sadness
Repeating the concern about being defined by sadness.
Has it become my truth
Questioning if sadness has become an undeniable truth.
When you become your sadness
Reflecting on the challenges when sadness defines oneself.
What do you do
Pondering the actions to take in such a situation.
I really can't do this on my own
Expressing the difficulty of facing challenges alone.
But i can't bring you down this road i'm on
Reluctance to involve someone else in the difficult journey.
You would be better all alone
Suggesting that the person would be better off alone.
The dark is not where you belong
Asserting that darkness is not the rightful place for the person.
Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you
Commenting on insincere individuals claiming to miss you.
Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you
Reiterating skepticism towards fake individuals expressing miss.
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