Heart to Spare
Navigating Emotional Turbulence: Heartfelt Reflections by Jason Smith
Lyrics
Did you really think
Expressing doubt about the belief that the speaker doesn't care
That I don't care?
Questioning the assumption that the speaker lacks concern
You see, it can be hard
Highlighting the difficulty when one lacks emotional capacity
When you don't have a heart
Stating the challenge of being emotionally unavailable
To spare
Emphasizing the absence of a surplus of emotions or compassion
Did you really think
Repeating the skepticism about the speaker's awareness
That I'm unaware?
Challenging the idea that the speaker is ignorant
You see, I've gotten far
Noting personal progress but uncertainty about the future
But I don't know what tomorrow bears
Expressing a lack of knowledge about what lies ahead
And I don't wanna be
Declaring the desire not to be a source of burden
A burden
Reiterating the reluctance to be a hindrance to others
It's not my fault
Denying responsibility for the situation
I don't know when I'm
Acknowledging a lack of awareness regarding personal pain
Hurtin'
Admitting difficulty in recognizing and expressing emotional distress
Catatonic blinks
Describing a state of motionless or numb reactions
Melodramatic fears
Referring to exaggerated and sensationalized anxieties
Know it's all in my head
Acknowledging that emotional struggles are internal but impactful
But every night is met in tears
Recognizing nightly emotional breakdowns despite awareness
I tried everything
Indicating an attempt to maintain emotional clarity or stability
To keep me in the clear
Expressing efforts to avoid burdening others with personal issues
But I leave you in the dark
Choosing to keep someone uninformed to protect them
'Cause it's better than letting you in
Preferably leaving others unaware than involving them in personal struggles
And I don't wanna be
Reiterating the wish not to be a source of burden
A burden
Restating the lack of responsibility for the perceived burden
It's not my fault
Denying fault for not knowing when personal distress occurs
I don't know when I'm
Acknowledging the challenge of recognizing personal emotional pain
Hurtin'
Admitting difficulty in being aware of one's emotional state
You see it can be hard
Reiterating the difficulty of lacking emotional capacity
When you don't have a heart to spare
Highlighting the challenge when emotions are not readily available
It's not my fault
Denying responsibility for lacking emotional surplus
When you don't have a heart to spare
Reiterating the absence of an excess of emotional capacity
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