Modern Design
Embracing the Modern Facade
Lyrics
Find something soft to fill my cheeks
Desire for a fuller face, seeking comfort.
Wear a few shirts so my mom don't see
Hiding appearance changes from the speaker's mother.
Sit there and listen be polite
Being attentive and courteous while listening.
Stick to the image a modern design
Adhering to a contemporary image or lifestyle.
Modern design
Emphasis on the concept of a modern design.
Stick to the image a modern design
Reiteration of the importance of a modern design.
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-1,000 calories the last three weeks
Indication of a low-calorie intake over a period.
Best friend asking did I eat
Reference to concern from a friend about eating habits.
I lie and I say I'm doing fine
Denial of struggles and presenting a facade of well-being.
Try to make sure all my schedules align
Ensuring that daily plans align to maintain control.
Sticks and stones may break my bones
Reflecting on potential harm from external judgments.
Look in the mirror see what I condone
Self-reflection on personal choices and acceptance.
Get upset swear I'll quit
Expressing frustration but lacking commitment to change.
But Monday comes along and I recommit
Recommitting to the struggle despite earlier intentions.
Pray they don't notice the dog getting fat
Fear of judgment regarding weight gain in pets.
Start to wonder if my mental intact
Concerns about the stability of mental well-being.
Gotta get better at hiding that
Effort to conceal internal struggles from others.
Stick to the image a modern design
Continued emphasis on maintaining a modern design.
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Repetition of the commitment to a modern design.
Check how I look eight times a day
Excessive focus on personal appearance throughout the day.
Not a damn soul should be living this way
Expression of dissatisfaction with the current lifestyle.
I cant remember when this shit began
Reflecting on the unexpected deterioration of the situation.
How'd it get so bad no this wasn't the plan
Questioning how things escalated from the original plan.
in a daze crave nothing but praise
Feeling disconnected, seeking validation through praise.
Looked for some help but found only cliches
Frustration with cliched advice when seeking help.
Anxiety, my new best friend
Acknowledging anxiety as a constant companion.
Connection not healthy no we codepend
Highlighting an unhealthy connection or dependence.
Cognitive battle I know I can't win
Acknowledging a futile internal struggle.
Body is a temple with a physical sin
Perceiving the body as a temple with imperfections.
Malnourishment prison forever locked in
Reference to enduring the consequences of malnourishment.
Stick to the image a modern design
Reiteration of the importance of maintaining a modern design.
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Final emphasis on adhering to a modern design.
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