Disappearing of Saturn
Journey Through Shadows: Saturn's Descent
Lyrics
I've been living in a dark place
I have been residing in a place filled with darkness
I've been going through these tough days
I have been experiencing challenging days
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
I am actively resisting and struggling against difficulties
But I'm drowning in my own pain
Despite my efforts, I am overwhelmed by my own pain
I'll be surfing this red wave
I am navigating through a difficult emotional state represented by a red wave
I'll be flying with my blue cape
I am moving forward with a sense of strength, symbolized by a blue cape
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
I continue to fight against challenges
But the feeling just remains the same
However, the emotional state remains unchanged
Never could I have ever imagined that I would have fallen deep in
I never thought I would fall into such a profound state
In to a world that destroys the human being
Into a world that is detrimental to humanity
I be searching for a new space
I am in search of a new and positive space
With a window for the sunrays
Looking for a place with sunlight and positivity
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
Despite my efforts, I end up in the same negative place
But I end up in the same place
Continuing to struggle without progress
Why am I acting like I know you
Questioning my familiarity with you
You you you you
Repetition of "you" suggests uncertainty or distance
My old mind is hard to find but in time
My old mindset is difficult to recognize, but with time, I will understand
I'll recognise and know you
Anticipating eventual recognition of the true self
You you you you
Repetition of "you" questioning the authenticity of self
Is this really me here
Reflecting on one's identity and existence
I've been laying in the black shade
Lying in a state of darkness
I've been battling my own brain
Fighting against one's own thoughts and struggles within the mind
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
Continuing the battle against internal struggles
But I'm fading in the worst way
Fading away in a negative manner despite efforts
I've been looking at my own face
Examining one's own face, confronting personal flaws and mistakes
Staring back at me my own shame
Confronting shame reflected in one's own image
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
Struggling to overcome challenges but not making progress
But I never seem to turn the page
Unable to move forward or make positive changes
How will I walk through the fire and make it
Questioning how to overcome intense challenges
Is there no more to say
Expressing a sense of hopelessness or exhaustion
I be fighting it off I be fighting it off
Continuing the fight despite uncertainty and lack of progress
I be fighting just to stay awake
Struggling just to stay awake, metaphorically referring to staying conscious or alive
I'm sinking into deeper frame
Sinking into a deeper emotional state
Of a world that never seems to change
Describing a world that seems unchanging and stagnant
Why am I acting like I know you
Questioning the familiarity with someone
You you you you
Repetition of "you" suggests a search for identity or understanding
My old mind is hard to find but in time
Acknowledging the difficulty of recognizing one's old self
I'll recognise and know you
Anticipating eventual recognition and understanding of oneself
You you you you
Repetition of "you" emphasizing the quest for self-awareness
Is this really me here
Reflecting on the authenticity of the present self
I be fighting it off
Continuing to resist and fight against challenges
I be fighting it off
Persisting in the struggle against difficulties
I be fighting it off
Continuing the fight against internal and external challenges
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