Lyrics
It hurts here
Feeling emotional pain
In my mind
The pain is in the mind
Can't see it
Unable to perceive the pain
Can't feel it
Unable to physically sense the pain
So no one thinks it's real
Others might not believe the pain is genuine
Don't recognize myself
Feeling disconnected from oneself
Fading away
Fading away, losing oneself
Always overwhelmed
Consistently overwhelmed
With worry and doubt
Troubled by excessive worry and uncertainty
Listen
Attention plea
Pay attention
Requesting to be noticed
I'm drowning in my emotions
Feeling engulfed by emotions
I can't help you understand
Unable to make others comprehend
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
Explanation for staying indoors
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
Describing hidden pain despite a smile
And ask if I'm alright
Questioning own well-being
I'll say I'm doing fine
Falsely claiming to be fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Optimism about the future
Just not today
Confession of not being okay presently
It hurts here
Reiteration of emotional pain
In my head
The pain resides in the thoughts
While you're planning your whole life
While others plan, preoccupied with thoughts of death
I'm dreaming of death
Dreaming of or fixated on death
Suppressed by my own thoughts
Feeling suppressed by own thoughts
Self sabotage
Sabotaging oneself mentally
Locked up in my own cage
Feeling trapped in one's mental state
But this is where I feel safe
Feeling safe within the mental state, despite its difficulties
Listen
Attention plea (repeated)
Pay attention
Requesting attention (repeated)
I'm drowning in my emotions
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions (repeated)
I can't help you understand
Struggling to make others understand (repeated)
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
Explanation for staying indoors (repeated)
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
Describing hidden pain despite a smile (repeated)
And ask if I'm alright
Questioning own well-being (repeated)
I'll say I'm dong fine
Falsely claiming to be fine (repeated)
I'm sure I'll be okay
Optimism about the future (repeated)
Just not today
Confession of not being okay presently (repeated)
Not today
Reiteration of not being okay today
Not today
Repeating the idea of not being okay today
I'm not okay
Expressing current emotional distress
I'm not okay
Reiterating not feeling okay
I'll be okay
Belief in eventual improvement
Just not to...
Truncated expression indicating difficulty
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
Explanation for staying indoors (repeated)
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
Describing hidden pain despite a smile (repeated)
And ask if I'm alright
Questioning own well-being (repeated)
I'll say I'm doing fine
Falsely claiming to be fine (repeated)
I'm sure I'll be okay
Optimism about the future (repeated)
Just not today
Confession of not being okay presently (repeated)
Not today
Reiteration of not being okay today
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