Binky
Echoes of Desperation: Kill Creek's Tale of Self-Reflection
Lyrics
I guess I've got myself an hour to go;
Feeling that there's a limited time left before a significant event or change.
A mouthful of these are gonna make me sleep,
Consuming something to induce sleep, possibly to escape from reality.
'Cause I can't trust my own two hands.
Expressing a lack of trust in one's own abilities or decisions.
But I know you don't care about my stupid, self-derisive sight;
Acknowledging a perceived lack of concern from someone important.
I've been dropped down to nothin'.
Feeling a significant decrease in status or value.
Baby, call the shots, you're all I got now.
Turning to someone for guidance or support in a difficult situation.
I guess I've got myself a waste of time;
Regretting the investment of time in something unproductive.
I carry a grudge just to keep me awake,
Holding onto resentment as a way to stay alert or conscious.
'Cause I will hate my own best friends.
Expressing a potential conflict with close friends, driven by self-hate.
But I know you don't care about my stupid, self-derisive sight;
Reiterating a perceived lack of concern from a significant person.
I've been dropped down to nothin'.
Emphasizing a sense of personal deterioration or loss.
Baby, call the shots, you're all I got now.
Seeking support from the same significant person despite challenges.
And maybe you could be my only,
Expressing a desire for exclusivity and connection with someone.
'Cause the biggest lie in this world is that I'm all right.
Highlighting a perceived falsehood in presenting oneself as okay.
And the kids in town have too much cool for laughin' now,
Observing a shift in the behavior of young people, possibly towards seriousness.
So the worst of times ain't funny 'round here no more.
Reflecting on the loss of humor in difficult times within the community.
Hey stupid, self-derisive sight;
Self-criticism and acknowledgment of personal decline or insignificance.
I've been dropped down to nothin'.
Reiterating a sense of personal deterioration or loss.
Baby, call the shots, you're all I got now.
Seeking support from the same significant person despite challenges.
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