Lyrics
I'm in an open wheat field
I find myself in an expansive wheat field, a symbol of openness and freedom.
Inside of my closed mind
Despite the outward openness, internally, my mind is closed or confined.
The sun slowly slips down
The sun is setting, possibly signaling a transition or change in circumstances.
Waking the dragon from the mountainside
A metaphorical dragon is awakened, representing challenges or inner demons.
Oh I'm so scared
I'm experiencing fear in this moment.
Hello Toska
The speaker acknowledges the emotional state with a greeting to 'Toska,' possibly a personification of inner turmoil.
You can see it through my shirt holes
Visible damage on my shirt serves as a metaphor for the impact of self-destructive thoughts.
Damage from self hating lies
The scars are a result of self-hating lies that have taken a toll on the speaker.
I hope you don't think I'm evil
The speaker expresses concern about being perceived as evil, despite struggles with emotional coldness.
Because I can run cold and dry
Admits to occasionally being emotionally distant but emphasizes an effort to change.
But at least I try
Despite shortcomings, the speaker takes pride in attempting personal growth.
Hello Toska
A repeated greeting to 'Toska,' suggesting an ongoing conversation with inner turmoil.
Tonight I'll walk up
The speaker plans to embark on a journey represented by a spiral staircase.
The spiral staircase
This journey might be introspective, with no guarantee of return.
Don't expect me to come back
An assertion that the speaker may not come back from this inner exploration.
Oh I never walk up
The speaker rarely takes such journeys after witnessing the dragon's flight.
After I see the dragon fly
After seeing the dragon fly, the speaker avoids going up the spiral staircase.
Away from the coastline
The dragon flies away from the coastline, possibly representing the departure of troubles or challenges.
Goodbye Toska
A farewell to 'Toska,' indicating a conclusion to the internal dialogue or struggle.
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