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people my age
Expressing a generational perspective, highlighting challenges faced by individuals of a similar age.
they don't know how to say things
Observing a difficulty among peers in effectively communicating or expressing themselves verbally.
it's not in our taste
Suggesting that expressing oneself verbally is not considered fashionable or desirable among the speaker's age group.
habits of pretending
Referring to the tendency of pretending or putting on a facade to cope with challenges or societal expectations.
things are okay
Indicating a habit of pretending that everything is fine when, in reality, it might not be.
call me miscommunikaty
Self-identifying with a playful term, "miscommunikaty," possibly suggesting a miscommunication or difficulty in expressing oneself.
I made a fake name
Creating a fictional identity as a coping mechanism for oversharing, possibly to cope with the challenges of communication.
just to overshare
Describing a tendency to reveal personal information excessively, possibly as a way to cope with inner struggles.
and scream into space
Expressing a need to release emotions by shouting or expressing oneself loudly into the metaphorical "space."
my confidence is dying
Acknowledging a decline in self-assurance and confidence.
face to face
Recalling an uncomfortable face-to-face encounter, possibly related to personal shame.
cos i was fucking ashamed
Admitting to feeling ashamed about a past incident or aspect of the speaker's life.
since 2008
Establishing a timeline (since 2008) for the speaker's struggles and feelings of being in the wrong.
ive felt wrong
Expressing a persistent sense of being incorrect or out of place since 2008.
and i still feel out of place it never faded away
Affirming that the feeling of being out of place has endured and not diminished over time.
it got stronger
Stating that the feeling of being out of place has intensified rather than weakened.
so can you understand
Pleading for understanding regarding the difficulty faced by the speaker.
why it's hard for me
Explaining the challenges in openly expressing needs due to the ongoing struggle with shame and miscommunication.
to tell what i need
Highlighting the speaker's struggle to articulate personal needs and feelings.
and how i feel about you
Expressing uncertainty or difficulty in conveying emotions and feelings toward someone.
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