Lyrics
Wait maybe I'm sick
Feeling unwell or troubled, possibly physically or emotionally.
Maybe there's a reason I feel like shit
Suspecting there might be a cause for the negative feelings.
Ya there's something underneath my skin
Acknowledging an underlying issue beneath the surface.
And I hate it
Expressing strong dislike or resentment towards the issue.
There's something wrong with my head
Perceiving a mental problem affecting thoughts or emotions.
Cause it's been
Referring to a prolonged period of suffering or struggle.
Cutting the heart out of everything
Describing a pervasive impact on various aspects of life.
Thought it was me
Initially attributing the issue to personal shortcomings.
But maybe it's happening to me
Considering the possibility that it's not solely self-inflicted.
How did it get so bad?
Expressing bewilderment at the worsening of the situation.
It's taking everything I have
Struggling to cope with the escalating challenges.
To keep it together
Maintaining composure despite internal turmoil.
I never used to think like that
Reflecting on a change in mindset or perspective.
Why can't I find my way back?
Expressing a sense of disorientation and loss of direction.
It's been so long
Indicating a prolonged duration of feeling disconnected.
I can't remember who I am
Experiencing difficulty in recognizing one's true self.
It's like falling asleep
Comparing the situation to falling asleep, suggesting gradual unawareness.
I can't remember the moment it happened
Unable to pinpoint the exact moment when the change occurred.
Now it feels like I can't leave
Feeling trapped in a recurring and distressing experience.
The nightmare I keep having
Describing a persistent and unsettling dream or nightmare.
It's part of everything now
Stating that the issue is now integral to every aspect of life.
I can't tell what's me
Unable to differentiate between reality and the dream.
I can't separate the dreamer from the dream
Struggling to separate the person from the influence of the dream.
How did it get so bad?
Reiterating the shock at the deteriorating situation.
It's taking everything I have
Exerting maximum effort to maintain stability.
To keep it together
Continuing to resist negative thoughts and emotions.
I never used to think like that
Reflecting on a past mindset that was more positive.
Why can't I find my way back?
Expressing frustration at the inability to return to a better state.
I'll throw a match
Introducing a metaphorical act of letting go and destruction.
And watch it burn down
Symbolizing a radical change or transformation.
Until I'm naked in the ashes
Anticipating a complete and transformative process.
I just don't know what will be left
Expressing uncertainty about the outcome of the transformative process.
The start is always the hardest
Emphasizing the difficulty of initiating change or improvement.
Feels like taking a leap
Comparing the challenge to taking a significant risk.
Jumping into the darkness
Metaphorically describing a leap into the unknown or difficult circumstances.
I just want to be free
Expressing a desire for liberation and escape from constraints.
Jumping into the darkness
Reiterating the yearning for freedom through a repeated metaphor.
I just want to be free
Continuing the desire for freedom through repetition.
Jumping into the darkness
Emphasizing the longing for liberation with repetition.
I just want to be free
Repeating the strong desire for freedom and release.
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