Guidance
Seeking Redemption: Marc Vinyls' Journey Through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
Demons in my mind as I'm
Reference to internal struggles and challenges in the mind.
Rollin' through the city
Describes moving through an urban environment, possibly a metaphor for life's journey.
I'm drowning by the bottle and
Expresses drowning in problems, likely exacerbated by alcohol consumption.
I'm fucking up my kidney i need, I need
Acknowledges self-destructive behavior affecting the kidneys, indicating a plea for help.
Your help, Your help i need, I need
Repetition emphasizes the urgency of needing assistance.
Your help, Your help
Reiterates the plea for help.
In my room and I'm in a blank state
Describes a state of emotional emptiness in a personal space.
They don't understand what I'm going
People around don't comprehend the singer's struggles, creating a sense of isolation.
Through they can't relate in a blank space
Repeats the theme of being misunderstood in an empty, isolating environment.
I just need my music
Expresses a desire for solace through music.
I just wanna help those who
Wants to help others going through difficulties.
Be going through it
Highlights the singer's role as a voice for those who are unheard.
A voice for the voiceless
Suggests the singer as an advocate for justice and fairness.
A judge can't appoint this
Comments on the inability of authority figures to solve certain problems.
Choices on choices please don't avoid this
Addresses the complexity of decision-making and the hope that others won't ignore it.
Feeling you have deep inside
Touches on the profound emotions within oneself.
A need to really live but your
Expresses the need to truly live, hindered by pride.
Caught up in your pride i just need my ego
Desire for a balance between personal ego and self-awareness.
Wonder where we go
Reflects on life's destination and purpose.
When we all dead in that permanent sleep doe
Contemplates mortality and the inevitability of death.
Looking through a peephole
Symbolic act of observing life through a limited perspective.
Glancing at the galaxy
Looks at the vastness of the universe, contemplating existence.
Alter my reality, actually
Attempts to change one's perception of reality.
I'm faded on the balcony i needa escape
Describes being intoxicated on a balcony, seeking an escape from reality.
Searching through faith getting the cake
Searching for meaning and fulfillment through faith and material success.
Fulfilling my needs by running away
Meeting personal needs by avoiding challenges and responsibilities.
Running away, running away
Repeats the act of running away as a coping mechanism.
Playing it safe by staying confined
Choosing safety and predictability over facing uncertainties.
Like every day everyday
Reiterates the pattern of staying confined for the sake of comfort.
Asking them questions like where do I lay
Possibly questioning one's place and purpose in life.
Where do I lay, where do I lay
Repeats the uncertainty about where to belong.
Demons in my mind as I'm
Recurrence of inner struggles in the mind.
Rollin' through the city
Repeats the metaphor of moving through life, possibly in a cyclical manner.
I'm drowning by the bottle and
Reiterates the drowning feeling, now explicitly linked to alcohol and its consequences.
I'm fucking up my kidney i need, I need
Reaffirms the impact on health and the desperate need for assistance.
Your help, Your help i need, I need
Emphasizes the plea for help and support.
Your help, Your help
Reiterates the call for assistance, possibly signaling a continuous struggle.
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