Lyrics
If you wanna leave, nobody said you gotta stay
If you want to leave, no one said you have to stay
Everybody flees, everybody play their cards the same
Everyone leaves, everyone plays their cards the same
Told 'em what it was
Told them what it was
Told 'em everything that's my mistake
Told them everything, admitting it was my mistake
I'm down on my luck, but I know i ain't need em anyway cause
Despite being unlucky, I don't need them anyway
Fuck 'em all no looking back I'm on the interstate
Unconcerned about the past, moving forward on the interstate
Pedal to floor, I guess them horses must've killed the pain
Driving fast, using substances to numb the pain
Twisting up cigars and pushing cars, no I don't feel a thing
Rolling cigars and pushing cars, feeling nothing
I ain't got no heart now, it be hard for me to feel again
Emotionally numb, finding it difficult to feel again
If you be around
If you are present
Don't bring me down
Don't bring negativity
I need a queen fit for king not for a clown
I need a queen suitable for a king, not a clown
Girl wear that crown, yeah
Encouraging confidence, wear your crown
VVS's round yo neck girl buss it down, yeah
Diamonds around your neck, showcase your value
Baby if you mine go make me proud, yeah
If you are mine, make me proud
No I don't trust easy
I don't trust easily
I tried with a few and in the end, fuck, where did that trust leave me
Past experiences with trust left me broken
Broken, love feels like treason
Love feels like betrayal
No, I shouldn't have to wonder who the fuck gon' cheat me
Shouldn't have to wonder who will betray me
Or keep going undercover cause I don't believe it
Avoiding deception and hidden motives
Got PTSD from the ones deceiving
PTSD from past deceitful experiences
Man I'm tired of bleeding for no fucking reason
Tired of suffering for no reason
Got a fresh cut to add to my last scars
Fresh emotional wounds adding to existing scars
Chest up, take a look at my gashed heart
Facing emotional pain with resilience
And while the blood dripping, I'm getting blacked out
Metaphorically bleeding while losing consciousness
Tripping over you, sipping til I pass out
Overindulging and escaping reality
So now I don't look to no one for composure
Seeking no one for emotional stability
Gotta get high, can't deal with this sober
Turning to substances to cope
Trynna get by with a lot on my mind
Struggling with a heavy mind
Either don't waste time or don't get closer
Avoiding wasted time and unnecessary closeness
If you be around
If you are present
Don't bring me down
Don't bring negativity
I need a queen fit for king not for a clown
I need a queen suitable for a king, not a clown
Girl wear that crown, yeah
Encouraging confidence, wear your crown
VVS's round yo neck girl buss it down, yeah
Diamonds around your neck, showcase your value
Baby if you mine go make me proud, yeah
If you are mine, make me proud
I'm sorry if I'm cold hearted
Apologizing for being emotionally distant
But I can't change the temperature now
Unable to change the emotional climate
I see stars when I'm dealing with all the pain I've been dealt
Seeing stars amidst enduring pain
Spent too much time in the mirror trynna figure out what's wrong
Reflecting on flaws while spending time in self-contemplation
Somewhere I think I lost myself trying to be who they all want
Losing oneself in trying to meet others' expectations
So much weight up on my shoulders, who gon' catch me if I fall
Bearing a heavy burden and seeking support
Tell the person that's up next to either love me or just leave me alone
Requesting love or solitude from the next person
If you be around
If you are present
Don't bring me down
Don't bring negativity
I need a queen fit for king not for a clown
I need a queen suitable for a king, not a clown
Girl wear that crown, yeah
Encouraging confidence, wear your crown
VVS's round yo neck girl buss it down, yeah
Diamonds around your neck, showcase your value
Baby if you mine go make me proud, yeah
If you are mine, make me proud
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