Lyrics
Smile now and cry later
Expressing a facade of happiness now but anticipating sadness later.
I lie to myself and say I am OK
Admitting to self-deception, pretending to be fine when not okay.
Forever in my mind
Thoughts and memories persistently in the mind.
Never real by my side
No genuine presence or support from someone close.
Speechless, caged in my own walls
Feeling trapped and without the ability to express oneself.
I can't brake it!
Unable to break free from a difficult situation.
I can't find the key!
Unable to find a solution or escape from problems.
Powerless and destroyed
Feeling helpless and emotionally devastated.
I'm waiting for somebody who is waking me up inside
Waiting for someone to bring awakening and change.
It's not a fucking game inside of my brain
Rejecting the idea that internal struggles are just a game.
Inside of my brain
Reiteration of internal struggles and conflicts.
And I still can't understand why you have done this
Expressing confusion about someone's actions.
And I still can't understand why you have destroyed everything
Expressing frustration over the destruction caused by someone.
Smile now and cry later
Repeating the theme of feigned happiness and impending sadness.
I lie to myself and say I'm OK
Reiterating self-deception and pretending everything is fine.
People will talk behind your back
Awareness of gossip and advising to provide interesting topics.
So be sure to give them an interesting topic
Encouraging resilience in the face of gossip.
And the voices in my head they're screaming!
Intense internal conflicts and emotional turmoil.
The voices in my head tell me I'm gonna mad
Voices in the head predicting a descent into madness.
It's not a fucking game
Rejecting the notion that internal struggles are a mere game.
Inside of my brain. Inside of my brain
Reiteration of internal struggles within the mind.
And I still can't understand why you have done this
Continued confusion about someone's actions.
And I still can't understand why you have destroyed everything
Continued frustration over the destruction caused by someone.
Smile now and cry later
Repeating the theme of masking pain with a smile.
I lie to myself and say I'm OK
Reiterating self-deception and pretending everything is fine.
Smile now and cry later. Smile now and cry later
Repeating the juxtaposition of smiling and crying.
I lie to myself and say I'm OK
Reiterating self-deception and pretending everything is fine.
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Expressing longing for people one shouldn't miss.
And I can't stop myself from falling down
Unable to control the descent into sadness.
Can't see the ground
Feeling disoriented and unable to see a way out.
Can't see the end of this
Uncertainty about the future and the continuation of difficulties.
It's no longer only in my fucking brain
Internal struggles expanding beyond the mind.
It's not a stupid game
Rejecting the idea that personal challenges are trivial.
It's my reality, my reality
Asserting that the internal struggles are the person's reality.
And I still can't understand why you have done this
Continued confusion about someone's actions.
And I still can't understand why you have destroyed everything
Continued frustration over the destruction caused by someone.
Smile now and cry later
Final repetition of masking pain with a smile.
I lie to myself and say I'm OK
Reiterating self-deception and pretending everything is fine.
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