Heavy
Navigating Pain and Redemption: Nicholas Whipps' 'Heavy' Story
Lyrics
I just saw you for the last time.
Expressing the final encounter with someone
I ain’t one of yours you ain’t of mine now.
Emphasizing a mutual disassociation
I swear you told me everything was fine.
Recalling an assurance that everything was okay
I hope you find your love and your peace of mind.
Wishing the person well in finding love and peace
Heavy running circles in my mind.
Feeling burdened by persistent thoughts
Looking for these things that I’ll never find out.
Seeking unattainable things
Ey.
Interjection or exclamation
This year really took me for a ride.
Reflecting on a tumultuous year
Wake up every morning Feeling like I want to die.
Expressing a deep emotional struggle
I ain’t got nowhere to go.
Feeling lost or without direction
My only home is here with you in case you didn’t know. Yeah.
Stating a sense of belonging with the listener
All I feel is pain when I’m alone.
Experiencing pain when alone
But if you don’t take the chance than you’ll never know.
Encouraging taking chances despite uncertainty
Im not happy with my life.
Expressing dissatisfaction with life
I got these demons and they pull up on me every night.
Struggling with internal conflicts recurring at night
Gotta bring ya feelings to the light.
Advocating for confronting emotions openly
Can’t just say that everything’s alright.
Rejecting the facade of pretending everything's fine
Ey. I flick my wrist up. Juice up my big cup.
Describing actions of self-indulgence
Use up this boof and I hop in the Benz truck.
Engaging in substance use and luxury
Looking my best cuz. All over my chest cuz.
Emphasizing personal appearance
Been on my shit I can’t tell you the rest.
Hinting at undisclosed personal matters
Cause.
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