On the Surface
Beneath the Mask of Sanity: Pointdexter's Haunting Journey
Lyrics
Stuck here alone in this room
Feeling trapped and isolated in a room.
Lying awaking just thinking out loud
Reflecting while lying awake and vocalizing thoughts.
All these thoughts running through my head
Overwhelmed by various thoughts.
And no nothing working out
Experiencing a lack of solutions or progress.
I’m trying to keep my head held high
Attempting to maintain a positive outlook.
But a part of me is dead
Feeling emotionally numb or detached.
I’m all alone in this world
Sensing loneliness in the world.
And I wish you were back in this bed
Wishing for the presence of a significant other.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Approaching a state of mental instability.
Please don’t cry for me
Requesting others not to express pity.
It’s all under the surface
Suggesting hidden struggles beneath the surface.
Beauty is skin deep
Highlighting the superficiality of beauty.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Continuing to struggle mentally.
Please don’t follow me
Discouraging others from following the same path.
It’s all under the surface
Emphasizing concealed challenges beneath the surface.
Reality is cheap
Commenting on the cheapness or lack of substance in reality.
So you keep on doing lines
Engaging in substance use as a coping mechanism.
Just to try and hide what you feel inside
Using substances to mask inner emotions.
Sinking deeper into the ocean floor
Sinking deeper into emotional turmoil.
Used to know who you were
Losing a sense of identity.
Useless unless you recognize
Stating the uselessness without self-awareness.
That all you are is a lost soul
Identifying as a lost soul.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Continuing the descent into mental instability.
Please don’t cry for me
Asking not to be pitied during the struggle.
It’s all under the surface
Reiterating hidden challenges beneath the surface.
Beauty is skin deep
Reinforcing the idea that beauty is only superficial.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Persisting in the mental struggle.
Please don’t follow me
Discouraging others from following the same path.
It’s all under the surface
Highlighting concealed challenges beneath the surface.
Reality is cheap
Expressing a negative view of reality's value.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Continuing the descent into mental instability.
Please don’t cry for me
Requesting others not to express pity.
It’s all under the surface
Reiterating hidden challenges beneath the surface.
Beauty is skin deep
Reinforcing the idea that beauty is only superficial.
I’m crawling closer to madness
Persisting in the mental struggle.
Please don’t follow me
Discouraging others from following the same path.
It’s all under the surface
Highlighting concealed challenges beneath the surface.
Reality is cheap
Expressing a negative view of reality's value.
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