Lyrics
I know that I'm loved but I don't feel it
I acknowledge that I am loved, but I struggle to feel that love.
They say that I'm strong but I don't see it
Despite being told I'm strong, I don't perceive strength within myself.
Where's my strength to cure my weakness
I question where I can find the inner strength to overcome my weaknesses.
My wounds cut deep can't seem to heal them
My emotional wounds are profound, and healing seems elusive.
Can't do anything without feeling condemned
Every action is accompanied by a sense of condemnation.
I'm living life so heavy hearted
My life feels burdened and emotionally weighed down.
I feel captivated by thoughts I should have never entertained
I find myself drawn into thoughts that I should never have entertained.
I can't escape my mind so I'm left till all my hope drains away
I cannot escape my own thoughts, and as a result, my hope is gradually diminishing.
Can you wipe away my tears of blood
A plea for someone to alleviate the profound emotional pain symbolized as tears of blood.
I see life through stains of my self hate
I perceive life through the stains of my own self-hatred.
I couldn't cry hard enough to wash me clean of this pain
Previous attempts to cry and release pain have been insufficient to cleanse me.
So I continue to wipe away my
The continuation of wiping away tears of blood, suggesting an ongoing struggle.
tears of blood that stain my face
Continued reference to the painful tears that leave lasting marks on the face.
Self hate is my drug, got too addicted
Self-hate is described as a powerful, addictive force in my life.
I know I need help, but my mindset has shifted
A recognition of the need for help, but my mindset impedes seeking it.
How did I become so numb to this sickness
Reflecting on how I became emotionally desensitized to this inner turmoil.
Tried to explain my pain and it looked like they listened
Attempts to express my pain seem futile, as understanding appears lacking.
But I don't think what I said resonates with them
Doubt about whether my attempts to communicate resonate with others.
They don't know how close I've come to end this
A hint at the proximity to self-harm or ending one's own life.
I feel captivated by thoughts I should have never entertained
Repetition of being captivated by harmful thoughts, emphasizing the struggle.
I can't escape my mind so I'm left till my hope drains away
The inability to escape one's own mind, leading to a gradual loss of hope.
Can you wipe away my tears of blood
A plea to alleviate the profound emotional pain represented as tears of blood.
I see life through stains of my self hate
Perceiving life through the lens of self-hatred and its enduring stains.
I couldn't cry hard enough to wash me clean of this pain
Previous attempts to release pain through tears have not been sufficient.
So let's continue to wipe away our
A collective plea to continue addressing and coping with emotional pain.
Tears of blood that stain our face
The ongoing struggle represented by tears of blood staining our faces.
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