With Blind Apathy
Navigating Despair: A Reflection on Struggling with Inner Demons
Lyrics
Why am I not strong enough to carry on?
The speaker questions their lack of strength to persevere.
Whilst he is wandering around with blind apathy.
Someone else seems indifferent and uncaring, contrasting the speaker's struggle.
I hate myself for becoming the one who I am today.
The speaker regrets the person they've become.
The sickness of depression
Depression is likened to an illness.
Is the fear that leads me astray.
Depression instills fear and leads the speaker off course.
There's nothing in this cold world
The world feels devoid of anything that could balance the speaker's feelings.
That can give me counterweight.
Nothing in the world can counteract the speaker's struggles.
The power of the bleak life weights heavy on my shoulders.
The weight of a bleak existence burdens the speaker immensely.
It crushes me to death I am scared of this nightmare.
The weight feels crushing and terrifying, causing a fear of succumbing to this anguish.
How much longer will it take to finally come home again?
The speaker yearns to find their way back to a sense of belonging or comfort.
How much longer will it take to finally end my existence?
There's a desire for an end to their existence, possibly due to the overwhelming pain.
Why am I not strong enough to carry on?
The speaker reiterates their lack of strength to continue.
Whilst he is wandering around with blind apathy.
A contrast is drawn between the speaker's struggle and someone else's indifference.
Am I supposed to be the only one helping me out?
The speaker questions whether they're alone in trying to help themselves.
Or is there still someone? Or is there still some hope?
Wondering if there's still a chance for external help or hope.
It feels like I'm paralyzed or am I just paranoid?
The speaker feels immobilized or perhaps excessively worried about their situation.
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