Lyrics
What the fuck? Just cut the silence
Expressing frustration and a desire to break the silence.
I can't take another crisis
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to handle another crisis.
I got caught in a hurricane
Metaphorically caught in a turbulent situation or emotional turmoil.
This is the answer why I feel strange
Revealing that the reason for feeling strange is now apparent.
Oh lord, I'm a fucking ass
Acknowledging personal flaws and shortcomings.
I'm acting nice but the truth is worse
Admitting to a facade of niceness, concealing a darker truth.
Talking to you is for me a hell of a party
Describing interactions as a challenging and unpleasant experience.
Eating all of my bullshit 'cause you think that I'm honest
Noting that others accept falsehoods, believing in the speaker's honesty.
You were never ever really close to my heart
Asserting that the person was never emotionally close to the speaker.
Take a knife and let's cut the cord
Suggesting a desire to sever ties or connections through a metaphorical cord-cutting.
So weak and fainted, I see myself falling apart
Expressing vulnerability and a sense of self-deterioration.
I keep all the promises, whatever, I'm gonna keep them to myself
Declaring a commitment to keeping promises, even if only to oneself.
I spin around, I've no excuses
Indicating a lack of justifications or excuses for actions.
That's why the people get confused
Explaining confusion among people due to the speaker's actions.
I try to sell them something fun
Attempting to present something enjoyable or positive.
Never told them what was really wrong
Admitting a failure to disclose the real issues to others.
Talking to them is for me a hell of a party
Describing interactions with others as challenging and unpleasant.
Eating all of my bullshit 'cause you think that I'm honest
Highlighting the acceptance of falsehoods by others due to perceived honesty.
They were never ever really close to my heart
Reiterating the lack of emotional closeness with others.
Take a knife and let's cut the cord
Repeating the desire to cut ties metaphorically.
So weak and fainted, I see myself falling apart
Reiterating feelings of weakness and falling apart.
I keep all the promises, whatever, I'm gonna keep them to myself
Committing to keeping promises, even if only to oneself.
So weak and fainted, I see myself falling apart
Repeating feelings of weakness and self-deterioration.
I keep all the promises, whatever, I'm gonna keep them to myself
Reaffirming the commitment to keeping promises to oneself.
(-self, - self)
Repetition for emphasis on self-reflection and commitment.
So weak and fainted, I see myself falling apart
Reiterating a sense of weakness and self-destruction.
I keep all the promises, whatever, I'm gonna keep them to myself
Persisting in the commitment to keeping promises to oneself.
So weak and fainted, I see myself falling apart
Repeating the theme of weakness and falling apart.
I keep all the promises, whatever, I'm gonna keep them to myself
Consistently maintaining the commitment to keeping promises internally.
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