Lyrics
One day I figured
Reflecting on a decision or realization
I'd put the suicidal thoughts
Expressing the presence of suicidal thoughts
Filling my head
Describing the overwhelming nature of these thoughts
Into a verse
Turning these thoughts into a piece of poetry or song
Traumatized me
Discussing personal trauma
With the memories
Recalling memories that have caused emotional distress
All the insanity
Referring to a state of chaos or madness
Constant from cradle to corpse
Describing a lifetime of constant turmoil from birth to death
I've seen the end
Having a vision or experience of the end
Staring into the mirror
Looking at oneself in the mirror, possibly confronting inner demons
Like the bullet in your palm
Comparing a personal struggle to a bullet with one's name on it
It bears my name
Suggesting a personal connection to the challenges faced
Spin Cylinder
Engaging in a potentially risky action, like spinning a revolver
Sick Disposition
Expressing a disturbed mental state
Thumbing the hammer
Describing a dangerous act of playing with a firearm
Gods hands are prison
Perceiving life as a prison controlled by a higher power
I am my end
Accepting self-destruction as inevitable
My face is the last one I'll see
Confronting one's own face as the final image before death
Credits
Acknowledging the conclusion of one's narrative or existence
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