Lyrics
Life seems so hazy lately
Expressing a sense of confusion and uncertainty in life.
Is there a blur or is it me
Questioning whether the haziness is an external blur or a personal perception.
I feel so crazy maybe
Acknowledging a feeling of madness or emotional instability.
I won't defer my casualty
Committing to facing the consequences without hesitation.
I don't know who I am
Expressing a lack of self-awareness or identity.
This bottle hid the answer
Turning to substances (bottle) for answers or escape.
I tried to understand
Attempting to comprehend the situation or one's emotions.
Stripped like exotic dancers
Feeling exposed and vulnerable, like exotic dancers who strip.
Naked and so afraid
Being emotionally naked and scared.
I hate my body lying here
Expressing dissatisfaction with one's physical state.
Miss when I felt the pain
Nostalgia for the past when pain was felt, possibly implying a desire for authenticity.
My fate is living with the fear
Accepting a fate of living with fear or anxiety.
Life seems so hazy lately
Reiterating the feeling of haziness in life.
Is there a blur or is it me
Questioning the source of the haziness, whether internal or external.
I feel so crazy maybe
Acknowledging a sense of madness or confusion.
I won't defer my casualty
Committing to facing the consequences without hesitation (repeated).
Pills made to cure my twitch
Referring to medication designed to alleviate a nervous tic or anxiety.
Now I don't feel at all
Describing a loss of emotional sensitivity due to medication.
So when I get that itch
Contemplating the possibility of ending one's life when the emotional pain returns.
Maybe I'll end it all
Connecting the decision to end life with the urge to scratch or alleviate discomfort.
Betrayed my friends and family
Having betrayed close relationships, possibly due to the effects of substances.
Now take the dose more casually
Indicating a more casual approach to taking medication, potentially indicating dependency.
Replay when I was happy
Replaying memories of happiness, contrasting with the current state.
Tilt back to feel the memory
Seeking to experience the emotions of a happier time.
Life seems so hazy lately
Reiterating the theme of haziness in life.
Is there a blur or is it me
Questioning the origin of the haziness, whether internal or external (repeated).
I feel so crazy maybe
Acknowledging a sense of madness or confusion (repeated).
I won't defer my casualty
Committing to facing the consequences without hesitation (repeated).
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