Lyrics
Say some shit that we intend
Saying things that we plan to express
Message read receiving them
Receiving and acknowledging the messages
Better now than being friends
Preferable now than being just friends
But I'll still love you even then
Despite the circumstances, I'll continue to love you
Doing things that we pretend
Engaging in activities that are not genuine
Said you wanna leave and left
You expressed a desire to leave and did so
Better now than keeping stress
It's better now than enduring stress by staying together
And hide away and sleep in bed
Choosing to hide away and sleep in bed to avoid confrontation
I don't know why but I'm wide awake
Unable to sleep, perhaps due to unresolved issues
When I took a melatonin so I'd slide away
Took melatonin to induce sleep but still wide awake
Won't work out so I'm dying to live
Realizing things won't work out, feeling the urge to live
Take a couple more again i've got mine to give
Taking more melatonin, expressing ownership of one's life
Beg your pardon I've been starting
Apologizing and admitting to initiating something
Slip into a sleep I won't be departing
Slipping into a sleep without intending to leave it
No don't worry won't be hurting
No need to worry, as there won't be any pain
I don't feel a thing I know that for certain
Feeling nothing, expressing certainty about emotions
Say some shit that we intend
Repeating the cycle of expressing planned thoughts
Message read receiving them
Reading and acknowledging received messages again
Better now than being friends
It's better now than just being friends once more
But I'll still love you even then
Despite circumstances, the love endures
Doing things that we pretend
Engaging in activities that are not genuine (repeated)
Said you wanna leave and left
You expressed a desire to leave and did so (repeated)
Better now than keeping stress
It's better now than enduring stress by staying together (repeated)
And hide away and sleep in bed
Choosing to hide away and sleep in bed to avoid confrontation (repeated)
I don't know how but I'm still awake
Still unable to sleep, despite attempts (repeated)
When I tried another solvent but I feel the pain
Trying another solution, but the pain persists
Won't work now so I'm living to die
Realizing the chosen solution won't work, living with the pain
Made another choice and chosen what I'm killing inside
Making another choice, acknowledging the internal struggle
Oh I'm sorry trying hardly
Apologizing and expressing difficulty in trying
Fall into a sleep I won't eat I'm starving
Falling into a sleep without eating, experiencing starvation
No don't matter I would rather
Indicating that the situation doesn't matter, preferring to wake up
Wake up right now with my mirror shattered
Desiring to wake up with a shattered mirror
Say some shit that we intend
Repeating the cycle of expressing planned thoughts (repeated)
Message read receiving them
Reading and acknowledging received messages again (repeated)
Better now than being friends
It's better now than just being friends once more (repeated)
But I'll still love you even then
Despite circumstances, the love endures (repeated)
Doing things that we pretend
Engaging in activities that are not genuine (repeated)
Said you wanna leave and left
You expressed a desire to leave and did so (repeated)
Better now than keeping stress
It's better now than enduring stress by staying together (repeated)
And hide away and sleep in bed
Choosing to hide away and sleep in bed to avoid confrontation (repeated)
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