Bipolar
Navigating the Rollercoaster of Emotions: The Bipolar Journey in Melody
Lyrics
Hey, I don't really even know you
Expressing a lack of familiarity with the person being addressed.
But I do need somebody to talk to
Seeking someone to talk to for emotional support.
I got these thoughts in my head
Referencing inner thoughts that are troubling or impactful.
Wrote them down with a pen
Documenting thoughts using a pen as a means of expression.
So I could turn them in to lyrics instead
Transforming personal thoughts into lyrics, possibly as a cathartic process.
I'm bipolar, I've been through the lows and high
Revealing a struggle with bipolar disorder, experiencing both highs and lows.
Though it feels like I've been asleep my whole life
Feeling disconnected or detached from life, questioning reality.
Am I dreaming? or am I manic again
Uncertain if the current state is a dream or a manic episode.
Couldn't get out of bed cause I'm drowning again
Struggling to get out of bed due to emotional drowning.
My anxiety keeps me from writing this song
Anxiety hindering the process of writing a song.
And the drugs too numb to feel at all
Dependency on drugs to numb emotions and feel disconnected.
So how am I supposed to express myself
Expressing difficulty in self-expression due to personal struggles.
When I'm just a mess stuck under the weight of all of this stress
Feeling overwhelmed and trapped under the weight of stress.
And I'm down
Expressing the draining nature of life, the fight for change, and lacking the strength to escape a difficult situation.
Then I'm high
-How could I
-Keep it steady for a while
-It's so draining all my life
-I've been fighting for change
-I don't want to be this way
-But I don't have the strength
-To pull me out of this hell hole
-For a moment
Describing a cycle of feeling fine, waiting for the next challenging moment, and using lies to cope. The struggle with writing songs and expressing emotions.
I'll feel fine
-But when I do I'll be waiting for the next time
-The next time I'll get locked up up in my mind
-The next time I gotta come up with these lies
-I've had enough of it. I can't deal with it
-Every song I write that ends up being unfinished
-Every time I cry I end up writing more lyrics
-I swear that I'll go only after this songs finished
-Farewell
Expressing a farewell or a desire for a change.
And I'm down
Repeating the cycle of highs and lows, the draining fight for change, and the difficulty in dealing with personal struggles. Reiterating the connection between writing songs and processing emotions.
Then I'm high
-How could I
-Keep it steady for a while
-It's so draining all my life
-I've been fighting for change
-I don't want to be this way
-But I don't have the strength
-To pull me out of this hell hole
-And I'm down
-Then I'm high
-How could I
-Keep it steady for a while
-It's so draining all my life
-I've been fighting for change
-I don't want to be this way
-But I don't have the strength
-To pull me out of this hell hole
-For a moment
-I'll feel fine
-But when I do I'll be waiting for the next time
-The next time I'll get locked up up in my mind
-The next time I gotta come up with these lies
-I've had enough of it. I can't deal with it
-Every song I write that ends up being unfinished
-Every time I cry I end up writing more lyrics
-I swear that I'll go only after this songs finished
-Farewell
Final farewell, possibly indicating a decision to move on or end a cycle.
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