Lyrics
I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
I've been dealing with personal struggles that nobody else is aware of.
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
These challenges go beyond what is visible on the surface; they are deep within my soul.
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
Exploring my inner self may reveal disturbing aspects, making it the coldest story ever told.
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
I am profoundly wounded, and no one can heal the pain I feel.
Worst part no one even knows
The most challenging part is that no one is aware of my struggles.
I can't do this anymore
I reach a point where I can no longer endure the pain.
People see me everyday, but they can't see my scars
Although people see me daily, they are unaware of the emotional scars I carry.
I see my demons every night and I still don't know who they are
I confront my inner demons every night, yet I struggle to understand their nature.
What they want, or why they're hauntin' me
I am haunted, and the reasons behind these haunting thoughts are unclear.
Feel like I'm not in charge, of my own damn life
I feel a lack of control over my own life.
This a never endin' fight
Life feels like an endless, overwhelming fight.
No I'm not alright, don't think I'll ever see the light of day
I am not okay, and it seems unlikely that I will see a positive change.
I done tried it all but nothin' takes all of this pain away
Despite trying various solutions, nothing alleviates the pain.
Smile up on my face, but you don't see what lies inside of me
Externally, I may appear happy, but my internal struggles remain hidden.
I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
Reiteration of dealing with undisclosed personal challenges.
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
The struggles extend beyond the surface, delving into the depths of my soul.
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
The uncovered aspects of my soul may be unsettling, creating a chilling narrative.
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Deep wounds persist, and no one can mend the emotional damage.
Worst part no one even knows
The challenge intensifies as no one is aware of the depth of my struggles.
I can't do this anymore
The emotional burden becomes too much to bear.
I made the mistake of tellin' few about my past
I regret sharing my past with a few individuals who ultimately betrayed my trust.
And every single one of them done stabbed me in the back
Each person I confided in has betrayed me, adding to the pain.
Like bitch you don't deserve to know the shit I told you, not a fact
Expressing frustration that those who betrayed me didn't deserve to know my struggles.
But the funny thing is none of y'all still don't even know the half
Ironically, despite sharing some details, others still don't know the full extent of my hardships.
See it goes far beyond the words that one could speak or sing or rap
The struggles go beyond what words can convey, requiring personal experience to truly understand.
It is somethin' you can't fathom 'less you lived it for yourself
These challenges are incomprehensible unless one has lived through them.
No one knows, or ever will, and that means nobody can help me
No one knows the full extent of my struggles, and as a result, nobody can provide assistance.
I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
Repetition of facing undisclosed personal challenges.
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
The depth of my struggles extends beyond surface-level observations.
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
The inner turmoil may be disturbing, creating a cold and painful narrative.
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
The emotional wounds are deep, and no one can heal the pain.
Worst part no one even knows
The isolation intensifies as no one fully comprehends the extent of my struggles.
I can't do this anymore
The emotional burden becomes overwhelming.
I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
Continued expression of dealing with undisclosed personal challenges.
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
My struggles surpass surface-level understanding, delving into the depths of my soul.
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
The internal turmoil may be disturbing, creating a chilling narrative.
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Deep emotional wounds persist, and no one can mend the damage.
Worst part no one even knows
The isolation intensifies as no one fully comprehends the depth of my struggles.
I can't do this anymore
The emotional burden becomes too much to bear.
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