Lyrics
Lately I've been feeling more and more depressed
Lately, the singer has been experiencing increasing feelings of depression.
Look at my phone to distract me from nothingness
The singer uses their phone as a distraction from a sense of emptiness or meaninglessness.
My life on the screen don't compare to theirs
The singer feels that their life, as portrayed on social media, doesn't measure up to others' lives.
But in the end I'm the only one who fucking cares
Despite external comparisons, the singer recognizes that ultimately they are the only one who truly cares about their well-being.
That's why I'm hating on everything and everyone
The singer expresses hatred towards everything and everyone, reflecting a negative attitude.
That's why I'm blind to the angry person I've become
The singer acknowledges their transformation into an angry person but seems unaware of it.
I just want to remember what it's like to feel
The singer desires to recall the sensation of genuine emotions.
I just want to go back before these drugs and pills
Expressing a wish to go back to a time before the influence of drugs and pills.
Now I'm locked inside I ain't seen sun in weeks
The singer is isolated and hasn't seen sunlight for weeks.
Got Nothing, Nowhere playing on repeat
The singer listens to "Nothing, Nowhere" continuously, suggesting a connection to the music during this difficult time.
Shouts to the ones that still hold me down
The singer appreciates and acknowledges those who still support and stand by them.
Wouldn't be here without you
A recognition of gratitude for the presence of supportive individuals.
I don't know what to say
The singer is at a loss for words and opts for silence.
So I won't say anything
Choosing not to speak because of the difficulty in finding appropriate words.
The silence is deafening
The silence becomes overwhelming, emphasizing the weight of unspoken emotions.
But so what...
Despite the silence, the singer remains indifferent or resilient.
And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with
The singer's desire for companionship or someone to share their experiences with.
But I guess that's just life so here we go
Acceptance of life's challenges and uncertainties.
For the first time in a month I took a step outside
After a prolonged period, the singer ventures outside, experiencing a change in perspective.
Almost tripped down the stares sun hit me dead in the eyes
A near stumble serves as a metaphor for the challenges faced upon re-entering the outside world.
Thought I was blind but then suddenly I felt more alive
The sun's impact on the singer's eyes symbolizes a newfound awareness and vitality.
Than I had since I was 15 without even trying
The singer feels more alive than they have in a long time, reminiscent of their youth.
And all this time I'd given up settled cold in the dark
The singer had resigned themselves to a cold and dark existence but is now considering change.
Like my skin wasn't thick enough for my cold little heart
A metaphorical reflection on the singer's emotional resilience and personal growth.
Never thought shit could change. Learn just to be who you are
A realization that change is possible, encouraging self-acceptance.
I'm saying fuck that shit go be a fucking rock star
A defiant statement, encouraging the pursuit of a bold and fulfilling life.
I don't know what to say
The singer remains silent, perhaps reflecting on the transformative experiences.
So I won't say anything
A continuation of the choice to remain silent in the face of overwhelming emotions.
The silence is deafening
The silence is reiterated, emphasizing its profound impact on the singer.
But so what...
Despite the silence, the singer remains resilient or indifferent to external judgments.
And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with
The singer continues to express the desire for companionship or someone to share their journey.
But I guess that's just life so here we go
An acceptance of life's uncertainties and a willingness to face them head-on.
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