Dissociating
Navigating Shadows: Unraveling the Depths of Dissociation
Lyrics
It's been a while since I've been at peace
Expressing a period without inner peace for a while.
My mind is slowly diving
Describing a gradual descent into a mental state.
My memories are re-emerging
Recalling past memories resurfacing in the mind.
Taking me back in time
Being taken back in time through memories.
Why can't I think of anything else
Expressing difficulty in focusing on other thoughts.
My vision's turning grey
Describing a change in perception with vision turning grey.
There's no way back I'm dissociating
Acknowledging the experience of dissociation with no return.
Where Am-I
Expressing confusion about one's location.
I've no control, I'm sinking into oblivion
Feeling a lack of control and descending into oblivion.
I'm so exhausted as I return
Returning while feeling extremely fatigued.
My body's shivering
Physical response with the body shivering.
Don't dare touch me, it'll make worse
Warning against physical contact worsening the situation.
Just one breath at a time
Advising to take things step by step, one breath at a time.
I don't remember much of leaving
Difficulty in recalling the departure.
I have lost track of time
Losing track of time due to dissociation.
I know it's due to post-traumatic stress
Attributing the experience to post-traumatic stress.
It is protecting me
Seeing post-traumatic stress as a protective mechanism.
There's no way back I'm dissociating
Reiterating the irreversible nature of dissociation.
Where Am-I
Repeating the disorientation about one's location.
I've no control, I'm sinking into oblivion
Reiterating the loss of control and sinking into oblivion.
I'm dissociating again, fuck
Expressing frustration and acknowledgment of dissociation.
Fuck
Emphasizing frustration with a strong expression.
I've no control I'm sinking
Reiterating the lack of control and descent into dissociation.
I'm dissociating again
Acknowledging the recurring experience of dissociation.
Split
Introducing the concept of splitting, possibly indicating internal division.
Split
Repeating the notion of splitting, reinforcing internal conflict.
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