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I don't like my mind right now
I am currently dissatisfied with my thoughts and emotions.
Stacking up problems that are so innecessary
Accumulating unnecessary problems.
Wish that I could slow things down
Desire to slow down the pace of life.
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
Wanting to release, but finding comfort in chaos.
And I drive myself crazy
Experiencing self-inflicted mental distress.
Thinking everything's about me
Believing everything revolves around oneself.
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
Continuing to distress oneself mentally.
'Cause I can't escape the gravity
Feeling trapped, unable to escape a heavy burden.
Holding on
Clutching onto something.
Why is everything so heavy?
Questioning the overwhelming nature of everything.
Holding on
Continuing to hold onto something.
So much more than I can carry
Bearing more than one can handle.
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
Carrying burdens that weigh me down.
If I just let go, I'd be set free
If I release, I would experience freedom.
Holding on
Still holding onto something.
Why is everything so heavy?
Questioning the weight of everything.
You say that I'm paranoid
Being accused of paranoia, feeling persecuted by the world.
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
Perceiving the world as hostile and antagonistic.
It's not like I make the choice
Claiming lack of choice in maintaining a cluttered mind.
To let my mind stay so freaking messy
Accepting a chaotic mental state as unintentional.
I know I'm not the center of the universe
Acknowledging not being the center of the universe.
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Feeling the world revolves around oneself despite awareness.
I know I'm not the center of the universe
Recognizing one's limited significance.
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Despite awareness, perceiving the world's focus on oneself.
Holding on
Continuing to hold onto something.
Why is everything so heavy?
Questioning the overwhelming nature of everything.
Holding on
Persisting in holding onto something burdensome.
So much more than I can carry
Bearing more than one can handle.
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
Carrying burdens that weigh me down.
If I just let go, I'd be set free
If I release, I would experience freedom.
Holding on
Still holding onto something.
Why is everything so heavy?
Questioning the weight of everything.
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